I don't know what I really want. It is a tragedy.
I graduated from a economic U, but I don't want to work in business market. I want to be a librarian. My stupid dream! My parents don't like that job. They want me to be some kind like super sale executive, work in banks, big job in big companies,... I don't know what to do now. They are not kind of bad parents who we usually see in tv. They are very good, And they are right, being librarian in Vietnam, my country, I can't live by my self with it's salary. The salary is all most nothing!
Second, when I decide to put my dream job into a box and forget it, the real problem appear. I am unemployment and 24 years old, no experiences and not beauty too(short, fat, ugly, no confident,...). No one wants to hire me. In this business market, you must have experiences, if not, you can just work at lowest levels. Use motobike, run around the city, knock on hundreds or thousands of companies to sale your goods, to meet your target that the boss gave to you. My parents don't like it too, they said because I am a girl, I should find the job that not moving too much. Ohhh! For god' sake. So what is that job? Not running around, not saling, not far from where I live, but high salary,... I can't find that! I am not beauty enough for receptionists or secretary, I am not good in persuade the other to buy products, I am good for nothing! Really want to commit suicide, you know, just end this complex trouble here and forever! stupid hah? Yeah, it is me.
The jobs that i want, don't accept me because I don't have any certificate for that jobs.
The jobs that i don't want, don't accept me because I don't have experiences and ambitions with it!